Forever and Ever;;60

As of now I had put all of my college plans on hold. I had to many other things on my mind, and it wasn't my first priority, even though it should be. About three weeks after winning the cup I starting feeling really bad. I was thinking it was the flu, since a few of the guys had it, and I had been spending alot of time around the ones who were still in town. Most of them had gone home, and I was starting missing them already.

Jimmy's time came with the cup came in July. And we planned on going to see his parents in New York during that time.

In August my dad and I planned to go to Edmonton and visit family before training camp started up in early September, Jimmy was undecided about coming with me.





All the while I was still sick. I had terrible headaches alot of the time, and I was getting sick. I never once thought I was pregnant, I couldn't remember the last time Jimmy and I had even had sex.



I called up Morgan. Advice from my best friend usually helped.

"Hey Morgs, I got a question."

"Alright."

"Before you were pregnant, you had all the fun stuff like head aces, getting sick, all that fun stuff right?"

"Yeah... where are you going with this?"

"Just wondering," I told her casually.

"You couldn't be pregnant, you take birth control and stuff right?"

"Usually.."

"USUALLY!" She screamed in my ear, "It can work if you don't use it. We've had the talk before and you weren't. You shouldn't get all worked up again."

"Yeah, I know. We've just been busy lately and..."

"Well, when was the last time you guys had sex?" I didn't preferably like to talk about this to her, but whatever.

And then it hit me. I couldn't believe I hadn't remembered it before. The night we won the cup was the last time.

"Oh... shit."

"Guess you better go to your doctor, Let me know what you find out." She hung up the phone without saying goodbye, so something was annoying her. Most likely myself.

I called my doctor not long after, and made an appointment for three days from now. There was no reason at all for me to be worried. I had been in this situation before, and nothing was wrong. Maybe I could be overreacting.

That thought didn't last long, my stomach turned and I found myself running for the bathroom.
***

The day finally came along for me to get my cast off. Just in time to, I had to much other stuff on my back. Jimmy offered to come with me, but it wasn't a big deal, and I told him to stay home. He and Aaron were to wrapped up in some stupid comedy that had just came out anyway.

I put the thought of my other doctors appointment out of my mind for now and focused on today. It made my already queasy stomach worse just to think about it. I was so not ready to be a mom.



Once the cast was off the doctor told me to still not rush things. No hockey for another two weeks.
Major blow. I had planned to get started right back up, guess weren't going to work out the way I wanted them too. I was going to be so bad when I was back in net. Ozzie would definitely be better than me now.